I want to live a life of wholeness and freedom.
Because of childhood hurts I’ve lived my life numb to give and receive feelings, I stuffed my emotions, uncertain of everything, and what was love–that was foreign to me. So no one knew the real me. I hid behind several mask; a fake image; but alot of smiles to cover my hurts. Pleasing everyone else but myself. I had no hope for anything better. THIS WAS MY LIFE! UNTIL GOD–I found out although I was broken in my heart, soul, and mind, that there was hope healing and love with Jesus!
Kay helped me bring my hurts and issues to the surface out of hiding.
We found the roots of my issues and gave them to my Savior and thus healing began in me. I have learned what total forgiveness means; how to deal and feel my emotions; that my past is my past and it doesn’t define who I am. The shame that I lived with is no longer a part of my life–I’ve been set free! Because you see bondages and chains are broken, walls are torn down, my mask is off and my life is being fully healed by My Father! I now KNOW and feel He loves me as I was, as I am, and for who I am becoming! Thank you Jesus
You truly heard my cries and wiped my tears. You have saved my body and sprit from the enemy! I no longer hear the voices. I am FREE from my nightmares and visions of demons. I can hear the quiet. I am learning what peace really is! You’ve replaced my fears with love, peace, and quiet. I am learning who I am for the the VERY first time.
I am constantly amazed by you Jesus and the POWER of your presence! I am starting to understand what it is like to really know you…When i finally had the strength to look up to you. Lord, I was hanging on by a thread and nearly threw away everything you had for me. Then you grabbed my hand and led me to Kay and her ministry. Because of YOU I am still here. I am no longer confused, nor am I sad and angry. I am a blank slate etching your word and the story of my NEW LIFE IN YOU. I LOVE YOU!!!
Several years back, my mom had to have open heart surgery. I remember being really upset that she had opted to do the more invasive surgery versus the minimally invasive laser procedure I also remember being angry that within hours of her surgery, they forced her to get up and move. It didn’t matter to me that doing that was vital to her healing. It was then that I understood that oftentimes the best way can also be the most invasive, most painful way. Just like walking after her surgery was vital to her healing, doing my part and digging deeper is vital to my healing. It has been a road full of tears, laughter, sorrow and yes, joy. What I have and am still learning is that God loves me…period. The rest is still a work in progress, but for the first time in my life, I am filled with expectation and hope.